hehey...yesterday was the PASSING OUT day....hm, not officially yet..it will be ANNOUNCE during the bbq..but its over..the experience to be a president was really something ..i'll never trade for anything else it was an opportunityand i would like to thank my people for believing and supporrting me...guess, everything that ive always wanted to say have already been said...almost actually...
cause words alone could not really describe the emotion that is running thru yesterday.
Thanks to my VPS as well...for being there always...werking with me...
im glad tht i have sucessfully inspired many to be the president / v president....
it was not easy...
i have to go thru lots of challenges and stuff..but i keep on smiling....

it was really touching to hear how much ive changed ppl perception about certain things ...idolise as well...

being a president is not all about popularity and stuff...
a lot more i guess...
but i believe in our juniors...
:)
:)

its time for u to held your head high and create your own history alright!!

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as for you:
thanks... shock to hear those words from you...
really...ure caring at the same time i got my own doubt cuz ive been played... played badly..:(
yup! ............................:)


love ya all...my committee , the seniors...my sisters....!!
YOU are all so important to me!
i'll miss this...
ive never felt so attached before...it is such a comfortable place to be with,...
sense of belonging...
for me.....
tho we got bronze for syf,.... i felt like all of us have already won big time!
:)

wa lao! stupid mouth!!
i din noe they were there...* hopefully he's listening to his mp3*
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At this junture, i feel so confused lah.
one moment i feel so glad.... and than later my heart ache...and then later..i dun feel a thing...
weird?!
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if this is not meant to be than GO AWAY la!..dun make me happy and then sad and then confused..
my mid year is coming during the holidays and i cant afford to feel this way..
like HELLO??
i gotta stay focus and stuff yah....
maybe i should thank god for these but on the other hand...
i dun like this feeling...
bump into aziz and he told me ' its better to be dumb than be a fool all your life'
i think thts true...
i just need to hear those words....

but all gals have their ego and stuff and i gotta keep my kewl...
dun wanna seem to despo at the same time, show interests.
weird?
you noe....somehow in my heart, i feel that tis is not true...
hey...been broken and stitched again and again..than sum soul pop inand give ya hope...be in my shoes.....and try to understand...
am scared.....

like reallie scared.....
if i fall this time, i will fall badly...
if this doesnt work..i'll turn ...bad.....
if this is my destiny .....i'
ll accept it......

:)

passing out this week kinda sad lah.
been with the choir for years..
prepared my speech already.,..
so sad...am gonna cry....

Dunno how am feeling now..guess its a futile attempt...
gotta live with this jinx man..
damn,...

i dun really understand or was i deluded in the first place..
so wad's our relation again?
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haloR! another entry! mid year is coming - 18 june. am i prepared?..hell no! but things are statrting to get more structured and organize..no more choir.
miss the people there..will be having bbq at west coast on 27 may.
only got 1 pit le.danmn it!! but its totally okay! :)
yea, we will have hell lots of fun...
love them all....
jj choir......


' let me lay in solitude...i dun want to face the world again..
i told god to erase my feelings...but it came bk again..
i guess i cant.... HE cant..."

how to touch a girl- Jojo

How To Touch A GirlMmmI think I could like youI already doFeelings can grow butThey can go away tooYou're takin my handLookin into my eyesDon't be in a rush toGet me tonighti Feel somethin happeninCould this be a spark?To satisfy me babyGotta satisfy my heartDo you know how to touch a girl?If you want me so muchFirst I have to knowAre you thoughtful and kind?Do you care what's on my mind?Or am I just for show?You'll go far in this worldIf you know how to touch a girlDo you know how to touch, know how to touch a girl?Do you know how to touch, know how to touch a girl?I think I could like youBut I keep holding backCause I can't seem to tellIf you're fiction or factShow me you can laughShow me you can cryShow me who you really areDeep down insideDo you feel somethin happenin?Could this be for real?I don't know right now but tonight we'll revealDo you know how to touch a girl?If you want me so muchFirst I have to knowAre you thoughtful and kind?Do you care what's on my mind?Or am I just for show?You'll go far in this worldIf you know how to touch a girlDo you know how to touch, know how to touch a girl?Do you know how to touch, know how to touch a girl?Bring me some flowersConversation for hoursTo see if we really connectAnd baby if we doOoh I'll be givin all my love to youOhhDo you know how to touch a girl?If you want me so muchFirst I have to knowAre you thoughtful and kind?Do you care what's on my mind?Or am I just for show?You'll go far in this worldIf you know how to touch a girlDo you know how to touch, know how to touch a girl? (Yeah, yeah)Do you know how to touch, know how to touch a girl?You'll go far in this worldIf you know how to touch a girl

:)

tHANKS A Lot for being there always..
You make me feel special..vulnerable ,... a gal again.
ALL this while i wanted to be that strong shida..but thats when u came in..
when things seems to be hopeless and my heart turns cold..
u soften it and make me realise how love is suppose to be.

Now, i only wan to hear those words...to be certain...

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Like heaven and earth..we're different..
ive never been into an inter-racial relationship before...
things are different..
u showered me with love and care...'
u make me understand...
but is this what it is suppose to be?
or ure just like others...who are there to enjoy my company?
is this really it?
has the time come for me?
i dunno....

just want to take this opportunity to thank u again for making me feel so special.b :)
and life is starting to be more meaningful........