wa lao! stupid mouth!!
i din noe they were there...* hopefully he's listening to his mp3*
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At this junture, i feel so confused lah.
one moment i feel so glad.... and than later my heart ache...and then later..i dun feel a thing...
weird?!
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if this is not meant to be than GO AWAY la!..dun make me happy and then sad and then confused..
my mid year is coming during the holidays and i cant afford to feel this way..
like HELLO??
i gotta stay focus and stuff yah....
maybe i should thank god for these but on the other hand...
i dun like this feeling...
bump into aziz and he told me ' its better to be dumb than be a fool all your life'
i think thts true...
i just need to hear those words....

but all gals have their ego and stuff and i gotta keep my kewl...
dun wanna seem to despo at the same time, show interests.
weird?
you noe....somehow in my heart, i feel that tis is not true...
hey...been broken and stitched again and again..than sum soul pop inand give ya hope...be in my shoes.....and try to understand...
am scared.....

like reallie scared.....
if i fall this time, i will fall badly...
if this doesnt work..i'll turn ...bad.....
if this is my destiny .....i'
ll accept it......

:)

passing out this week kinda sad lah.
been with the choir for years..
prepared my speech already.,..
so sad...am gonna cry....